feeling or peeling..........

It was such a very busy day again. Every second count and can't do much instead of just staring at the PC for the whole day. Rasa nak kemuntahan mabuk tengok screen PC pun ada. So many works have to do and yet so little time that i've. Trying to entertained everybody but can't cope with it. Rasa nak mati kesesakan osigen kat dalam otak sebab banyak sangat nak catch up and process kat minda tu. Arrggghhh!!!!!!! Tensen! Tensen!!

Macam2 perasaan dirasai, sedih marah frust, macam2 ada. Cam nak meroyan pun ada. ERrkk do i ever meroyan???? isskk, jauhi lah. Banyak tul masalah terjadi around me lately. Even i try to handle it as calm as possible but there was a moment im really drop dead onto the a ground.

But again, a friendly ghost inside of me keep on telling me, i got to be strong i got to be tough. I can never let anyone see me cry except when i see sad movie. Tengok cerita nustan, hah, next day slalu bengkak mata. Cerita Hindi selalunya so touching tau.
Tanpa segan silu sering sepenuh jiwa raga aku menangis tengok movie tu. And among all the Hindi's movie, i still love Huch Huch Hota Hai. My all time favourite!

Yea, yea when think back, walau seteruk mana pun problem kita, we never can run away from them right. Mau tak mau memang terpaksa juga hadapi. I always try very hard not to let my emotion, the situation to overcome me thou most of the time too i failed. Sure tension2 bila dilanda masalah.

Baru sedar, tabiat aku bila sedih suka cuci bilik mandi! Memberus dan menyental tiles kat bilik mandi tu. Kadang2 dengan nangis2 sekali tapi menten gak menyental dengan hingus yang leleh2. Bila imagine balik camna rupa ketika tu, nak gelak lak rasa. Tahlah kenapa tapi automatically selalu emo ketika mandi dan tuk hilangkan emo tu start lah menyental tiles dengan berus yang sebesar 2 tunjuk jari tu. Bila dah cool down skit baru keluar.... Pelik ada lucu pun ada.

Tapi tu lah, rasanya selagi kita bergelar manusia memang sah tak boleh lari dari masalah. Yang penting bertapa sukar pun masalah tu kena hadapi gak dengan kuat. Masa hidup semakin pendek so pergunakanlah dengan sebaik2nya masa yang ada tu.

To all my beloved family especially SIL adik2 mak apak thank you so much for your love caring and for your support. And to all my bestfriends thank you so much too for your kindness love. To everyone who always be there for me, i don't know much but i know i love you all........

zzzyy-im not alright but im ok