What a life...........

Whole day i'm busy with all those game in FB while at the same time chatting with my friend and SIL. Lately, i heard a lot of bad news involved peoples around me. Karma ke?

A week before Gawai, heard that my colleague bro is pass away because of cancer, quite a sudden actually sebab tak lama he on and off from the hospital.

Then Ani's mum, walaupun memang dia selalu on and off dari hospital for this past few year tapi tak sangka dalam 3 hari je admitted dia meninggalkan kita. She ever worst than this,masuk ICU if not mistaken for 9-11 days. Semoga roh mak ditempatkan di golongan orang2 yang beriman.

Wednesday, i involved in this accident which rock my Blackie really hard. And now still at ICU. I miss him. Lastnite i even have a dream that he's okay. Sedih bila tengok garage, kosong je. uhuks! uhuks!

Friday nite, got the call from my colleague (which the bro is dead of cancer) telling me that her dad is gone. Oh dear, really broke my heart. She quite close to me as we're at the same department and have a same name too.

Just now i received an email from a friend at FB telling me that one of our schoolmate and FB friend will having a brain cancer operation in Kuching and might lost his memory. Pray that the doctor prediction was wrong and he'll strong.



Aku berfikir sejenak, kenapa semua kejadian tu happen to me and those who i know dalam masa yang berdekatan? Mungkin ke ini semua tanda2 that i should appreciated what i have. Jangan leka dengan kebendaan dan kesenangan. Don't ever complain never give up menghadapi apa jua ujian yang melanda kita. Agar kita menghargai hidup ini walaupun dalam serba serbi kekurangan. Kalau kita merasa susah there is someone out there yang lebih susah dari kita.

Tah lah aku pun tak tahu sangat macam mana nak eleborate apa yang aku rasakan dengan perkataan. Tapi aku percaya ini mungkin satu peringatan agar aku dan jua kita semua lebih berhati2 lebih menghargai kehidupan dan menghadapi apa jua dugaan cabaran hidup dengan tabah dan rendah diri.

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